Unbearable Suffering: A Personal Fight Against the Mysterious Suffering of Cluster Headaches
It began on a overcast weekday in the morning in the autumn of 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new group of students, when a intense sensation sprang behind my right eye. It was followed by quick shocks, like lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the pain eased and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with worksheets and hurried to the school bathroom to soak my face with cold water. I tried paracetamol, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches returned frequently that fall, and once more in the spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. September and October were the worst, then the late winter. I could anticipate the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early twinges on the train, full-on pain in class by 9.30am. In late 2019, a GP finally referred me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headache disorder.
Cluster headaches typically begin with severe discomfort around one eye that persists for several hours.
About 1 in 1000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more frequently affected. Attacks typically start with sudden, severe pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Episodes come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have an episodic type, which occurs in seasonal bouts; others have continuous cluster headaches, defined by the lack of extended pain-free periods.
What unites sufferers is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 10, higher than bone fractures or other conditions. A separate discovered a significant percentage of cluster headache patients reported suicidal thoughts amid attacks; the figure fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the ground and bang my head. That was put down to being a difficult child,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through her youth. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several causes, made things worse. After drinking alcohol at her school leaving party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.
Her family often mistook her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her father and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs found office work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during episodes. Her breakthrough diagnosis came in the early 2000s at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the failure to plan daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She particularly disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a major concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.
Headaches have been described across the ages. “The first account of headache comes by way of the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an evil entity who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing texts propose bizarre treatments for what some observers would classify as a migraine. In the middle ages, severe headache was identified as a separate condition, with treatments including bloodletting to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch doctor who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by international headache societies in 1988. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key blood vessel that supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in diagnosing the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, scientists released the results of a research project for which they had triggered cluster headaches in patients and observed the episodes in a imaging machine. The results, featured in a major journal, showed increased activity of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a deactivation when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in the 1980s and felt like “a modelling balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he had multiple surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a physician looked up his complaints.
Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and low, but not in agony,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary headache disorders, such as tension-type headache, before confirming the disorder. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Specific features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to dedicated clinics. But many first go to emergency rooms or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from cluster headaches for most of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her 20s, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misinterpreted her pain. She believes dentists still need greater awareness. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. I remember calling a helpline during an attack in 2021; a reassuring volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and drugs until the attack eased.
National guidelines on management advise that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication administered by injection. No tablets or strong analgesics should be used. Prophylactic options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently helps manage the bouts of well-known individuals.
But leading neurologists believe the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For periodic patients, timing is everything: “The length of the bout dictates the approach.” Short bouts with occasional episodes are managed with acute therapy only. More prolonged or more severe bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes combined with corticosteroids. A significant number of patients also receive a nerve block injection during a bout – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve signals.
The national guidance need revising to reflect a